User blog:KidOfTheBlackHole/a look back on 2016-2017 me

I was looking back at my 2016-17 contribs here and goddamn I hate them all.

first off, I used Kurt (my OC) as a mouthpiece for my own personal opinions way too much. of course, now I don't use him anymore, I got bored with it at some point. also, I tended to read two lines and base what I would say off that. what am I, an edgy Tumblr user trying to find a mental disorder that explains their behavior?

second off, regarding what I said about being gay/a furry: that is 75% false (i am questioning my sexuality but idk what I am). I mainly said those things cuz I had/have a problem with impulsive decision-making when I really should've stepped back and thought about what I was saying before I said it. As you may see on "Asking Pokemon AU characters" or whatever the fuck that page is called, I asked why Pytka called people gay and said it was a "stupid-sounding insult straight out of middle school", and in my reply, I said that I got over the use of "gay" as an insult a few hours after posting the comment, which is true. not everybody in middle school's gonna change their vernacular because you whine about it.

finally, I was super fucking insufferable in general. I would look at people's work and nitpick over it in the comments. honestly, it's kinda surprising Sophie and/or Rachael didn't snap on me, I know I would've. At this point, due to the sheer magnitude of cringe I posted on this account, the only thing stopping me from making a new one is the fact that I have admin status on this account.

anyway, this was a look at 2016-17 me's contributions and the faults within.

- Ian, 2019-06-30 (2019-07-01 for some of you)