Jiayi Chao's Raised By Narcissists Story

My foster parents starved and abused my ASPD-diagnosed twin brother for not buying their daughter the right gifts or “bad behavior”
TW: Abuse, attempted rape and Chao Qing-lai in general.

My name is Jiayi Chao, my twin Lei is helping me write this story.

I was born in Taipa, Macau, which is a pretty small self governing region in China to a fucking bastard named Chao Qing-lai who probably raped our mom, who ended up dying giving birth to me and Lei.

This happened when we turned 12 in 1996, we lived with a family in Miami, Florida from the time we were 12 to the age of 17, our father had four life sentences back in Los Angeles including forcing us to be in snuff films where we were forced to torture and murder a Hong Kong man, we lived in a Chinatown after migrating from Macau.

We were only at a “wholesome” foster home for a week until Lei put the girl’s hamster in the microwave and soon after that, we were removed from the home since I think they knew Lei wasn’t right in the head.

Our second foster home, Gareth, Jennifer and their daughter Penelope are without a doubt, the most evil human beings me and my twin have ever met.

They only wanted us because they got paid alot of money for us being there, by the time we were 13, I begin to notice Jennifer was giving Lei less food day by day, when he started to notice this, she hissed ”How can you still be hungry, you greedy brat?!”, Lei’s appetite was much larger than my own due to his gender and age.

In 7th grade, Lei and me got arrested for threatening a 7th grader for bullying a Japanese girl who he was calling “J*p” and “Nanking participant” and me threatening my school bully, who was this popular and racist “mean girl” by threatening to shove a knife up her ass, I do not regret it that day.

12-year old us were put in juvenile hall, from that time, we went in and out of juvenile hall, when we got out, Lei took the full brunt of the abuse, he was starved for sometimes 4 days to a week, I don’t know how he is still alive to this day.

When me and Lei started high school, It wasn’t a great experience, we bought Penelope a dollhouse that costed $150, and she was completely ungrateful that we got her a damn dollhouse, she destroyed it and instead of disciplining her, Gareth stopped Lei’s meals for 5 days, not really a good thing to do with a 14-year old boy.

Due to the fact Gareth frequently starved him for several days at a time, the teachers began to notice it, due to this, the only food he ever got to eat during those times were food I sneaked in, the teachers feeling sorry for him or some students deciding to be nice for once and give the poor little Macau bastard a nice meal.

He occasionally ate out of garbage cans, he once ate an entire cake saved for the principal’s birthday.

When I was 16, I was assaulted in the hallway by a senior year student, he was 18 and my twin was in a science class, I was right outside it, he got out a knife and threatened to stab me if I ran off, I remember his exact words: “I want a Chinese bitch to fuck, We’re going to play Nanking, You’ll be the screaming Chinese woman, I’ll be the soldier”, I was actually put off reading about the Nanking Massacre for life because of that scene because I would hear him.

Yeah, it’s pretty awkward having to watch one of Lei’s war atrocity flicks.

By the time Lei came out, he had me in a corner and took off my shirt and bra, he had my underwear to knee level.

Then Lei ran out of the classroom and started ruthlessly beating him, don’t fuck with me when he’s around, I put my clothes back on, for a half-starved teenager, he still packed a punch, a female student helped me, then I backed her away before joining in.

Lei mostly got around his face while I mostly focused on his legs, a male teacher stopped us 18 minutes later, by that time, He was bleeding from his face and Lei had blood all over his knuckles, he pulled us into his classroom.

He asked me what the hell happened, I wrote on the blackboard “NEAR RAPE”, His eyes turned to horror and he called the police.

Me, Jiayi and the bastard went to court, Me and my brother was sentenced to one week for asaault while for the bastard, it was one month due to him telling the judge “Chinese girls are fucking whores, I wanted to fuck one!”

We were in juvenile hall from 16th to the 23th November, our 17th birthday was two days away from our release date, at least they fed us.

When we got home, Gareth was pissed off, he struck Lei across the face and said that he would not be having a birthday, or anything to eat for several days for that matter until he said otherwise.

During that time, Only I got to eat and I was forbidden to leave the table in case I offered any to Lei, Lei had to stay in his room during mealtimes.

Two days later, we both decided to do something that should have been done a long time ago, we took the family savings, credit cards and everything, not before playing the ultimate Take That! and setting Penelope’s expensive clothes on fire, we ran off after we falsified documents that we would no longer be in the family’s care.

For our birthday, since Lei hadn’t eaten in two days, we paid $200 in an expensive Chinese buffet, He ate nine plates, I only had two, but Lei was wolfing his down like a maniac, as soon as he was done, we paid then left, we slept mostly in motels, we also bought some new clothes with our money, got our hair done nicely, the downside is we spent alot on food due to Lei.

He just was always hungry, in high school, he resorted to stealing to ease it.

He was later diagnosed with binge eating due to this.

Today, we are now well and are under the care of a Chinese man, Lei is now the father to a little girl called Xiu-mei.

From what I’ve known, Penelope got pregnant and her boyfriend left her, she now raises a spoiled brat for a daughter, she still hates Lei for what she did and tries to say she and her parents didn’t do anything wrong, she threw tantrums and was a total bitch, her father starved my brother to the point that he developed binge eating that lasted until a year and her mother called me a whore after my attempted rape.

Gareth died from alcohol poisoning in 2015, I don’t know if it was a conincidence, on the day my niece was born, I usually don’t say this, but GOOD RIDDANCE to that bastard of a foster father.

My ”foster sister“ demanded my niece so she “doesn’t inherit her dad’s sociopathy” and that her daughter wants a sister.
My foster sister, Penelope, has got to be the most evil human being I’ve ever met.

Now, Lei has a daughter called Xiu-mei, who was born from an unmarried affair with a woman from Scorpion Blood,

I honestly thought Lei would have never been a dad and would left Fumei to fend for herself and the baby since Lei, isn’t exactly a friend to children.

Xiu-mei is a sweet little girl and we all love her, we went to the park and then we encountered Penelope, I will be not calling her ”sister” She’s not a sister to me, she was an immature, selfish brat who threw tantrums.

A week later, Lei got a Twitter private message from her while watching Cells at Work! with his daughter, I don’t know how she did it, the conversation went like this.

Penelope: “Lei, Lei, Answer me Lei!”

Lei: “The fuck do you want?”

Penelope: “Give me your daughter, my Caroline wants a sister.”

Lei was flabbergasted, Who did she think she was?!, I was horrified when he told me.

Lei: “I will make sure you get a restraining order, You’re not having my daughter, bitch.”

If you Lei would be one of those “narcissitic socipathic“ fathers, you’re dead wrong, he plays a major part in his daughter’s life, if he didn‘t have me, Fumei or Xiu-mei in his life, he would as sure as hell became a remorseless killer out of me and the gang,

Xiu-mei was playing with her dolls when Penelope sent a profanity-laden screaming video.

It was basically her ranting that her shithead of a dad did nothing wrong, Lemme say this again, Her dad starved a teenage boy for having a different skin complexion that of his own or buying his bratty daughter the wrong coat, she screamed alot, Think of SammyClassicSonicFan, but worse.

The video lasted 5 minutes.

Xiu-mei was crying and covering her ears, Joseph entered the room at the same time and he went down to comfort Xiu-mei.

She was crying “Daddy.....daddy.....da.....ddy”

Lei: “I don’t think I’m going to leave my daughter with you, You made her cry.”

He blocked her on Twitter soon after.

We refuse contact with that bitch and avoid her much as possible, Jennifer managed to call me, fucking hell and say how selfish we were not allowing ”her precious granddaughter” to have a sister.

We’re keeping Xiu-mei far away from that bitch, and her whore daughter, and her bratty granddaughter.

My bitch of a foster mom demanded I give my niece to her.
Alright, it’s another day, allow me to be blunt, FUCK MY FOSTER “MOTHER”.

She’s no doubt the most evil human being I’ve ever met, she called me a whore several times, refused to buy me sanitary pads and naproxen (I had to buy my own, Fuck periods, mine were painful as shit)

But the hell with that, She called Lei at 4:30 am when she found out he had a daughter.

This was during the COVID-19 pandemic, March 10th, during this time, Fumei and Xiu-mei were sent to our place so we wouldn’t be split up.

Lei: (speaking Cantonese): “Who the hell is it?”

Jennifer: “Is this Lei?”

Lei went to the bathroom so he could rant to his ”foster mom”/stupid bitch without waking anyone.

Lei: “If this is about Xiu-mei, fuck off, You’ll never be a great parent to her.”

Jennifer: “You, a great parent?! You set my daughter’s clothes on fire, burned a hamster, tortured people and you think you’re a better parent than me, you stupid brat?!”

Think of Agatha Trunchbull, but worse.

Lei: “At least I didn’t starve my child, You starved me so many times that I ended up developing binge eating until I developed a stomach ulcer and your bitch of a daughter claims she, your fucker of a dead husband and you did nothing wrong, You and her called my sister a whore after she was nearly raped, Your husband tried to starve me because of my race and mental issues and your bitch of a daughter had the nerve to mock me because I was so hungry!”

She called us several times before we blocked her number.

When we saw her in public with Penelope and Caroline, she tried to take ahold of Xiu-mei, which didn’t work.

They even tried to manipulate Xiu-mei into thinking her father doesn’t love her, but Xiu-mei can see through thanks to the wonderful show known as Cells at Work!

My abusive foster parents made sure my brother stayed starving, so they could “nip” his sociopathy in the “bud”
This is about how Gareth and Jennifer starved my twin brother so they could ”stop” his sociopathy.

My father was sent to jail when we were eleven for child abuse and murder, I was somewhat fine despite violent impulses, but my brother, he was so fucked in the head repeatedly that therapy had to be required after he was diagnosed with ASD or Antisocial Personality Disorder, which never happened

The first foster family, which was a religious household that believed in “keeping demons away and children pure”, they weren’t physically or mentally abusive, but they ignored warnings and refused to bring Lei to therapy, this resulted in an unfortunate loss of a hamster.

Now, the next one, we were twelve, sent their on our twelfth birthday, we were enrolled at a local “poor kid” middle and high school, think of that South Park episode “The Poor Kid” but even shittier.

Now, Gareth is now without a damn, the most evil human being me and Lei ever met, not just Jennifer and Penelope, It was this bastard!

When he found out about Lei’s sociopathy, he and Jennifer began to give Lei less and less food week by week, when Lei was 13 was really when it started, Lei hit puberty around 12-13.

When Lei started high school, he most of the time never bothered to send Lei a packed lunch and refused to give him money, I was given at least 4 dollars and threatened with punishment If I spent it on Lei.

Due to this, Lei often fainted in class, became ill and tried to steal other people’s food, he once stole a cake which was for the principal’s birthday, His grades were B, they weren’t too bad, but the teachers often gave him detention for “falling asleep in class”.

At night, Lei barely slept due to the fact he was so hungry, We slept in the same room, so I could hear it too, the hissing from hunger pains, the typical growling and Lei punching himself, all that.

I could hardly sleep too, turns out, hearing someone whimpering from hunger isn’t exactly a way to spend your sleep.

Penelope, Gareth’s daughter was and still is a spoiled brat, she didn’t like us and she said to us that her ”daddy hated c****s”, She was completely ungrateful, We were forced to go shopping to buy HER things with the money used to care for us, Jennifer went along in case I tried to buy my twin brother food.

Penelope would cry and throw tantrums about how the Barbie was in the wrong dress or not the edition she wanted, she didn’t get the right faux-fur coat or she didn’t get the thing she wanted.

Instead of telling her daughter off for being an ungrateful little shit, both blamed us instead, Lei’s punishment was no food for 5 days, mine was getting Penelope the crap she wanted, she was physically abusive and called me a “whore”, she also mocked my terrible English.

I got off light, but Lei, on the fourth day of one of his “punishments”, he fainted in class, he was 15 at the time and was underweight, (Lei is 5’8 as an adult, puberty was nice to him), he ended up having to stay in a hospital, it was that point, I hated my foster parents and wanted to exact my revenge.

Those bastards let a teen starve for several days for not buying their daughter the right thing, hell, Penelope had the nerve to mock Lei’s predicament.

This is what she said when Lei was on his second day, she fake-cooed while poking his stomach and roughly putting her hand on it, bad move.

”Aww, is that belly of yours making so much noise because daddy dearest said no food for you, aww, poor you c****k boy~!” ~ Penelope babytalking Lei.

She would also eat in front of him while he was starving, which caused Lei to hate her even more.

These experienced resulted in a completely angry and starving Lei and a bitch who’s asking to die, Lei actually attacked her for eating in front of him intentionally.

From that day forward, I refused to eat unless they let my brother eat, when Lei only got to eat was instant noodles and soggy vegetables, sometimes chicken nuggets, to this day, he won’t touch the latter or chicken nuggets.

A male student in my class actually felt sorry for him when he saw him trying to use a cushion to stifle the sound, Lei hadn’t eaten in three days, and during break, he rushed out and bought a McDonalds bag, when he came back, I remember the conversation word from word, let’s call this guy K.

K: “I..uh..brought you this.”

My brother took one look, even though the first thing he ate was junk food when he was in the gang, he doesn’t really like American fast food.

Lei: “Do you think I would eat greasy garbage?”

Me: “Lei, just eat it, You‘re starving, You’re hardly given anything at home.”

K just held the bag to his face as my brother grimaced when that he was reminded he was hungry.

K: “Just take the food!, You’re hungry, How long was it since you’ve eaten?!”

Lei seemed flustered when he told him the last bit, he curled a hand around his abdomen and looked at him.

Lei just opened the bag and made a face basically saying “Fine, I’ll eat it.”

When we were 16, Jennifer banned us from watching TV for “putting inappropriate TV on”, It was Digimon (I’ve never really been a fan and Lei, I think he liked the more-devil looking monsters, Xiu-mei likes it, we’re not ready to show her Season 3-6 yet, much too young)

On our last year of that shithole, I was almost raped by an older student and Lei beat the shit out of him, the attempted rapist got a month (should have been a fucking year) while me and Lei got a week, Gareth punished Lei with no food for five days and I was forced to buy early Christmas presents for the ungrateful whore, they also refused to let us have a “birthday”.

Jennifer called me a “whore” and said that she would get a guy who was into Asian women to beat and rape me every night, Penelope mocked me by calling me a “c****k whore”

We ran away two days later, due to the fact my brother had been starved repeatedly for the past five years, he developed binge eating as a result and would eat as much as his body would allow him until he threw up or fainted.

A week later, We were found by a Chinese man who took in Asian-Americans, he took us in, He knew what was wrong with Lei after he overate.

So, the would be days were Lei would be found in agony due to overeating, he would either puke or fall out of commission, on that day we joined, he once ate so much that he thought he was going to burst and it was beginning to cause pain.

We had concerns, damage (he ended up having a stomach ulcer and had difficulty keeping food down), obesity (Lei had fairly good metabolism and his weight was normal), or food shortages.

Angelo, the gang doctor who came to check on us prescribed Lei appetite suppressants and vitamins, he was over it in a year.

On August 17th 2015, That evil monster known as Gareth finally died, that horror of being starved by that bastard came to an end, then the next best thing to happen to Lei was born, a baby girl named Xiu-mei.

Lei is the opposite of what those three were to us, and Xiu-mei was the opposite of Penelope as a child, Xiu-mei loved her dolls, her “cousin” Akara, she was grateful and sweet, she got a dollhouse from me and Lei, she loved it.

My father and what he did
TW: Rape (Thankfully neither of us), abuse, torture and murder

My father, remains to this day, the most horrible and vilest human being me and Lei had ever met.

My father, Chao Qing-lai was an rapist and murderer, he told me once I was old enough, around my mother’s age when she died, he’ll marry me off to someone who will rape me every night and sell us to be in torture porn and snuff films,

Me and my brother were forced at first to murder cats, rats, dogs, then later, a human being.

The vile bastard raped my mother, who ended up dying giving birth due to severe damage done to her private area, she did not survive seven hours after we were born, she was 17 when raped and 18 when she gave birth, she would have survived the pregnancy if she gave birth to one baby, but since she gave birth to twins, her body just gave out.

From the time I was 3 up until I was 11, our care was entrusted to him, that vile bastard knew about keeping two kids under his grasp and exploited the hell out of it.

He brought us a pet dog, I was forced to cut it’s paws off, Then Lei was later forced to cut it’s head off, the dog puked on him, this may be the reason he really hate dogs.

We moved from Taipa to America at the age of 10, Three months later...

He forced us to kill a man simply because he didn’t like the fact his 12-year old daughter was “Westernized”, we were forced on tape to remove his legs and arms, castrated him, shoved his severed testicle down his throat and another up his......ass.....fucking hell.....

Then he was set on fire, he took 10 minutes to die.....Both of us are not entirely comfortable talking about it and discussing it with us freaks us out, alot, the tape is being watched somewhere by some sick bastards.

My “wholesome” first foster parents
Now, this happened after our father was arrested for murder and child abuse, I wouldn’t call the people who took us in “narcissists”, but the only mistake they did wasn’t bringing my brother to therapy.

The reason was they didn’t want their kids to think anything was wrong with their new brother.

We lived in a religious foster home, which banned occult, heavy metal and anything “unwholesome”.

Sam-Marie and John were well-meaning people, but their kids Jackie and Lizzie, who were 10 and 9 respectively, think of Rod and Todd Flanders from The Simpsons, they we’re so bubble wrapped up that we wondered how the hell Jackie was going to survive Middle and High School.

If you don’t believ me, Jackie believed that babies came from cabbages and storks.

Now, our father brought us up Chinese folk religion, but now atheist as adults, I told Maria, who was abused by fundamentalists that both weren’t bad people, just were horribly misguided.

They kind of misunderstood that Lei was so fucked up, Jackie caught Lei watching Nightmare on Elm Street and was told by Sam-Marie “No, No, No, We don’t watch shows like that, You need wholesome and good media”

And when they were away, Lei saved up his pocket money to buy Black Sabbath and DIO albums (When Maria showed him JJBA, he was intrigued that a character was named DIO, She told him the author loved western rock and puts that in).

He played them on a radio player in the living room, he still loves heavy metal music, His daughter doesn’t like it when it’s too loud.

Sam-Marie pulled him over and told him the “evils of heavy metal”, she told him to destroy it, he got off lightly, he still has them to this day and are the few things that survived both our first and second foster parents, Lei always kept them in a bag.

When the parents and the kids were away at church and Sunday School, Lei went up to Lizzie’s bedroom, got out Tiny, her hamster, I was watching TV at the time, every channel they disliked was locked with a password, which I easily figured out, we watched Friday the 13th, Then I heard the microwave beep and the familiar noise.

My twin brother just put a fucking hamster in a microwave!, Then he had several packets of Chips Ahoy! cookies and sandwiches he made himself and shared them with me, which I accepted.

They were away for at least an hour, when they came back, they saw Tiny dead in the microwave.

Sam-Marie failed every spotcheck about Lei’s sociopathy, including putting nails in a cupcake, watching stuff inappropriate for him and several other things.

Narcissistic foster sister uses our coping measure as a torture method.
I asked my brother if it was okay to post this story, he gave me the go ahead as it’s not something he likes to revisit.

One thing with my twin brother, he’s highly ticklish the most adorable thing is that he’s the most violent of the gang and the fact he tries to deny he’s ticklish through hysterical laughter, but he only allows only two people, His wife and myself to do this and for a very good reason.

We were 15-year old at the time and it was a week before our 16th birthday.

When Penelope found out Lei was ticklish, that vile bitch exploited the hell out of it, when I asked Lei how long she did this for, he said 20 minutes without breaks, holy shit.....

When her parents were away and I was doing housechores after coming home from shopping, I heard Lei’s hysterical laughter and thrashing, I remember the exact words...

”PEHEHEHEHEHEHENOHOHOPE, HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, STAHAHAHAHAP!” I heard my twin brother being tickled to tears by this stupid bitch.

When I went upstairs and opened the door, my brother was lying over a table, covered in sweat and tears while Penelope was tickling up and down his ribs and stomach, he almost lost his own breath and his laughter came out as weak, I found her saliva and lipstick on his stomach, which indicated raspberries and kisses, thankfully he didn’t piss himself, I punched her very hard, Lei’s shirt was unbuttoned and so was his trousers.

My brother couldn’t get the sensation to go away and was still giggling by the time while crying, I took my brother into the bathroom and put the shower on, which cleaned the sweat and tears from his body, after we were done, I warned Penelope if she did that again, I would break her arms.

When I asked my brother how long she did this, He said 20 minutes, I was amazed he didn’t wet himself after being tickled for so long.

Penelope justified it by saying that “it was adorable”, It’s only adorable when I’m doing it, bitch, not adorable when you’re tickling him for 20 minutes straight and not giving him time to breathe, I also found marks on his soles, to this day, he won’t let me touch his soles or give him ticklish kisses unless it’s Fumei, Lei told me when he was having the thing with Fumei, he allowed her as he was comfortable with her doing it.

Lei didn’t go near Penelope for a week afterwards, he’s fine most of the time, but discussing it with him freaks him out, for that day foward, he acted a little like a person that had been raped, he wouldn’t let others touch him other than me because I have standards when it comes to doing this.

Narcissistic Bitch Sister falsely accuses my brother of raping her (NSFW, duh....)
This happened in high school, thankfully, Lei didn’t have to face worldwide ostracism for this and I’m glad other than Gareth physically hitting him repeatedly and threatening to cut his balls off.

When Lei and I were 16, January 2001, Penelope told her father that Lei went into her room, drunk, tore off her clothes and raped her for hours and left semen-stained panties as evidence.

Penelope lied about the whole thing, Lei was in his room, unable to sleep because of an empty stomach and was up due to hunger and fatigue.

Gareth went into the room and brutally assaulted Lei at 2am, I had ro tend to my brother’s injuries.

Now, police did examine the panties and the semen found was not Lei’s, Gareth then accused Lei of faking the evidence and when she under a medical examination, they found no traces of semen in her reproductive system,

Jennifer was adamant the cum-stained panties weren’t hers, then the police’s attention turned straight to me.

I did recognise the size and confirm they were indeed mine, Gareth then tried to say that Penelope was likely wearing them when Lei committed the crime, now here’s the thing, I brought that pair using stolen money and even Lei knows they’re mine.

”You took my sister’s underwear, probably paid a sex-hungry male classmate or a hobo to cum in her panties and left them in my room and tried to tell your father I raped you.”.

How my brother broke a vicious and abusive cycle in our family
My name is Jiayi Chao, I am Lei’s older twin sister and this is how he broke a vicious cycle of abuse.

Me and my brother went through hell by a man who raped our teen mom who died giving birth to us, he can rest in piss and thank fuck he’s dead and gone.

Now, when I found out my brother sired a daughter, I was kind of worried, he is the last person you want to leave your child with, he wasn’t allowed to be on his own with Akara growing up, but his daughter from a baby until now, I would be shocked at this happy and shy little girl, she loves her daddy very much.